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Lepapillon0311

<font face="arial"><font size="4">ESSAY
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<br>Following the year’s growing ,
<br>I tasted the desolation,
<br>Sometimes I ask myself why I live in the world,
<br>For love or friendship or my family?
<br>For money ,reputation or benefit?
<br>No answer.
<br>But all consist for fun,for a good mood.
<br>
<br>When I first stand high in a building,
<br>In my senior high school,
<br>I was a little timidity,
<br>At that time,
<br>I told myself,
<br>I must live happily in the world to be myself,
<br>Otherwise I jump.
<br>But now,
<br>Timidity is nolonger exist,
<br>I wonder it’s a progress or a backslide.
<br>I was puzzled.
<br>It’s an interesting thing ,
<br>from that you can see a people’s changing in psychologic.
<br>It’s enough ,
<br>I needn’t inquire into the roof of the matter.
<br>
<br>There are millions of eidolons in my body,
<br>Some are angels,
<br>Some are evils,
<br>Some are happinesses,
<br>Some are desolations,
<br>Some like singing and dancing ,
<br>Some have fantastic imagination,
<br>. . .
<br>I am the manager of them,
<br>They obey my order.
<br>Different times different rooms,
<br>They do different missions.
<br>But I am too young to have enough experience ,
<br>So ,
<br>Sometimes they are out of control,
<br>I can’t choose but punish them for mistakes.
<br>
<br>I was born in 02 Feb.1985,
<br>That cold winter ,
<br>Heavy snow.
<br>I am 20 years old ,
<br>Maturation shouldn’t be the description of mine,
<br>That means my heart ,my feeling is doating .
<br>This is not my expected.
<br>Keep my youthy and happy heart,
<br>Keep my beauty and energic figure and face.
<br>
<br>Thanks for my family’s support to me,
<br>They never ignore my decisions,
<br>And often give me advices .
<br>They trained me excellent character ,
<br>That I benefit from all along.
<br>Thanks for the god gives me an aspirant family,
<br>Most of them are diligent,smart and gung-ho,
<br>Their hard works form an affluent and positive environment,
<br>Which is the base of my development,
<br>which enable me better than others in the same level,
<br>which cause me have a long-term ambition,
<br>And from the process I learned a lot and expanded the field of my vision.
<br>
<br>
<br>I have a dream,
<br>A beauty dream ,
<br>Inorder to realize my ideal,
<br>I need to get rid of all the sadness,
<br>To find myself as soon as possible.
<br>I know,
<br>Saying is easier than doing,
<br>But I will work hard.
<br>The future is brilliant.
<br>
<br>My life is just beginning .
<br>Rio de janeiro is bashing for me ,my CARNIVAL !</font></font>